-Chris Moore
Monday, January 3, 2011
Stalking
New profile pic's up, so I started stalking his photos again. This time, I'm not as much as kilig as before, pero kilig pa din. lol Anyway, his looks changed, I like him more before, well, I rarely saw him last year kaya baka nanibago lang ako masyado sa itsura niya ngayon. I miss seeing him dance. lol He's not that gwapo, even my friends say so. Hindi rin naman ako talaga nagkakacrush ng bongga sa mga gwapo. :)) Sige, crush ko pa din. Pero hanggang crush lang talaga 'tong kalantungan na ito. :))
I'll Never Get Tired
I'll never get tired of listening to you.
I've had this LSS with you for so long now. ♥
Sunday, January 2, 2011
Best Wishes!
May it be true love or lust, marriage is not an easy thing you can just decide to enter and decide to leave. 'Cause in marriage, there's no turning back. >:)
This morning, an old classmate and friend got married with a guy I am not acquainted with. I think she just turned 18 last year. Anyway, if I am not mistaken, she gave birth to a child at the age of 16. I wouldn't know the marriage thing if my ex-suitor didn't ask me if I'll go. But it's Sunday, and I have church activities and errands from mum so I wan't able to attend their pag-iisang dibdib.
To my point of view, my friend's too young for marriage and especially for being a mum, she could have enjoyed the teenage life more. You may call it love, but marriage is not a quick proof to this. Some people think that marriage is an easy way out from hardships and problems in a teenage life, but no, marriage is a lifetime commitment with no escape. Wouldn't it be easier to just wake up in the morning, go to school and meet friends, rather than wake up early, go to work, feed your family and attend to your responsibilities at home as a wife/husband, parent and daughter/son? Where you pay school for your own advantage so you can slack off anytime since you're paying the institution with your money, on the other hand, in having a job, you are paid for your effort and hard work, so you can't just slack off 'cause your every move is what the institution is paying. Though I'm not really against early marriage, just saying that married life would be easier if you've already finished your studies, have a stable job and already independent when it comes to your new family's responsibilities.
Anyway, best wishes to you and your husband! Sa susunod na lang regalo ko sa inyo. :))
A Great Start
Last night was special, night of January 1st. I sent messages to some special people to thank them for making my previous year a really really great one. Now this particular person always replies with much much better special messages. Kung ma-drama na ako sa mga mensahe ko sa text, well, di hamak na mas ma-drama ang dating niya. Can't blame him though, he's just probably too good with people (or maybe not).
This person and I had big time misunderstandings the previous year, we tried to fix it, but everything won't go back to normal. Yes, we're still friends, but not as close as before, and honestly, I miss those times when we were still close. I love the way we LOL at things, try to kill each other's boredom, etc etc. Those were what was in the message I sent him.
His reply last year brought smile to my face which makes me want to read it over and over, but this year, his reply was more than special. I'm not sure if it's really what his heart wanted to say, but it really brought a big big smile to my face, 'yung tipo bang lagpasan pa sa abot tainga. Just like his other replies, I want to read it over and over until I satisfy myself with such happiness, only it also has a different twist which burns inside. Words can't probably explain how I felt the first time I read it, or maybe I just find it hard to express such a blissful feeling. It feels good to feel warmth from that person again. Maybe text messages may not really be an elaborate way to show the real feelings, it may even mask true feelings of the sender, but the different joy it brings to the reader is priceless. Yes, "my heart is in the palm of your hand," 'cause you made it go like cre-e-ei-zy last night.
Sorry, but I just had to share this warm, happy feeling. :">
Jealous
Sorry, but I'm not sure whether it's Jealous or Gelus.
"Are you familiar with Jealous' story? The love story of Jealous and Misa from Deathnote," a friend told me one night. He asked me to watch a video since I was not familiar with the story. Here's link to the short video.
It's a story of a Death God, Jealous, who fell in love with a human girl, Misa. He always quietly watched Misa from the Death God world. On the day that Misa was fated to die, he wrote on his death notebook the name of the guy who was about to kill Misa. Misa's fate was the changed, but Jealous died for doing something a Death God is not supposed to do.
That very dear friend greeted me with "Broken-hearted ako ngayon" on the 1st of January 2011. He told me that he liked this girl for 5 years, but everything was wasted. He felt like he's Jealous and that girl's Misa. I told him to make kwento but he said that he has no plans of telling it to anyone.
Relating himself to the story, I felt bad for him. Well, isn't it a common story? Doesn't anyone has an experience quite similar to Jealous' story? We've probably all, if not all then most, had heartbreaks especially with someone we've been longing for so long. We sacrifice a lot for the person, even without being noticed by the person. We don't really care if the person thanks us for all we've done, but it actually hurts, the fact that the person doesn't give a shit to it at all. I know 'cause I've felt that kind of pain, too. But if we put all the pieces of the story together there is no one to blame for this, ourselves sometimes, 'cause we are not the only one who solely suffer from the pain, maybe that person suffers too, secretly watching over the person he/she likes. I guess the best advice I could have given to my friend is "Don't be selfish, learn to wait, maybe your 5 years wasn't enough, besides maybe she was just waiting for you to make a move, but you didn't 'cause you were too afraid of rejection. Remember, rejection is better than regrets from never trying at all."
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