I Swear That You Don't Have To Go

I swear that you don't have to go
I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms
And spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you
I had in you

To late, I'm sure
and lonely
another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now
against me
You know the words so sing along for me baby

For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same

I thought with a month of apart
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see us not you and me
And you'd help me out of the dark
And I'd give my heart as an offering
an offering
To late, I'm sure
and lonely
another night, another dream wasted on you

Just be here now
against me
You know the words, so sing along for me baby

For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same

And I will always remember you as, you are right now to me
And I will always remember you now, remember you now

So sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side
Sleep alone tonight
How does he feel, how does he kiss
(let's sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side)
How does he taste while he's on your lips
(let's sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side)
How does he feel, how does he kiss
(Repeats in background:let's sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side)
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you I want to
But I can't forget you
So when this is over don't blow your composure baby
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you I want to
But I can't forget you
So when this is over don't blow your composure baby
I can't forgive you
I know you want me to want you I want to

-Three Cheers For Five Years, Mayday Parade

Instead of studying for our Bio116 last Lec Exam, I'll just spare some of my precious time blogging about you it, or whatever is related to my traumatic experience.

Yesterday, someone something made me too vulnerable to emo songs. With no one to talk to, I kept the pain, hoping it will soon be gone. But to make it even worse, Mayday Parade's Three Years For Five Years played in my iTunes, and Bam!, just the perfect timing, non-stop buckets of tears just flowed out of my puffy eyes. It was around 3am, just to be exact. iTunes just knew how to spoil my emoness. Ftw! It's probably only the second time I cried over something like this. But the day turned out to be blissfully alright, better yet, awesome. Too much for emoness. Now back to studying Molluscs and Echinoderms. Ciao~